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Tuesday, Apr. 12, 2011 - 5:16 p.m.
i shifted. after 8 yrs. but who knows.. i may just drop by again. ^s0rr|
Saturday, Apr. 02, 2011 - 1:27 a.m.
It felt like a long time since i last blogged. It felt like i have only work in my current lifestyle with minimal social life. I am tired. Mentally. So much so that i just wanna take few days off without consequences ie no work gets piled on my table when i get back. But reality doesnt work that way. Whenever im tired, a certain someone pop into my mind. I was too tired to even block him out of my mind. Am i just looking purely for someone to talk to or?..and i tink i jolly well know the ending and all i could say was....i dun feel like caring. Anymore. Its an idiotic cycle. Then i will ponder...when'll i ever have someone in my life?..and i mean..for real. Seems like never. ^s0rri
Monday, Mar. 14, 2011 - 11:07 p.m.
人都说"人小鬼大"...其实我再大的勇气都问不出第二道问题..或许心里已经有了答案,不想让自己晚上睡不着… 可能是个傻子。人怎么可能喜欢一个人那么久… 终于明白为什么现在的我不常拍照。因为不想让那些回忆有时回来提醒我时间不对...什么都不对… 就是喜欢这样搭巴士…没有为什么…只不过搭着搭着…有种莫名想哭的感觉…有些舍不得… 回到家结果…哭了……… 真的是傻得可以… ^s0rri
Saturday, Jan. 29, 2011 - 10:07 p.m.
...so this is how it feels to have noone in the heart and mind... there is noone for me to bug,noone for me to worry about...haha. does it sound good? i found myself looking for people to bother. if u are the one, bear with me...entertain me abit.. i will get used to this feeling soon. (: amazing that im not even dreading 14feb. amazing. ^s0rr|
Saturday, Jan. 22, 2011 - 2:35 p.m.
its been a long time since i blogged. happy 2011. new yr new start for me. some stuff happened but i can happily say that im over it/him/them. haha.. im not looking or chasing anything in particular right now. im just enjoying life as it comes. wad about you? one particular thing im pondering about is..okie feelings. will feelings expire? can they be renewed when they expire? i mean, i could have chased after sth that i used to like, but when its out of my mind for so long, when i come across that again, will i still like it that much or am i just glad that i liked it before and let it stay that way? so what if i still like it, the situation would have changed in such a way that it doesnt entitle me to chase after it again. random. have a good yr ahead. sth i heard over the tv earlier. 3 theories of love. i love because im loved. im loved because i love. i need you because i love you. which do u belong to? im neither. yet. ^s0rr|
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