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Sunday, Jun. 29, 2008 - 6:53 p.m.
Been thinking. hahaha. random thoughts which i think served no purpose except to occupy my time. i think there isnt a need to think about it anymore since its over. for all it is an illusion. perfect illusion if u were to only look at it from one side. im smarter this time. i look at it from two points of view and i told myself, its an illusion that will disappear after while (: so..be it. someone/something happened. and i thought of the word. trust. how much trust can u put in someone whom u merely knew. or u thought u knew. but actually there is nth much that u knew. what happens when u keep guessing and analyzing if everything the person tells you is true or just a made-up? it is tiring. at the end of the day, you only choose to half-believe. izit worth it? hahaha. weird. suddenly i dont know how a frenship begins. its not i really believe someone, its just that i choose to believe you. haha nth serious happened. really. it just started me thinking. tts all.thinking of ways to protect oneself. how much truth do u see in one sentence? hahaha..to me, i guess..HAHA. i could only laugh. lols. maybe i should just settle for a life which involves making frens. and not get involved in anything else. the aim is 'not to think so much'. (: im waiting for Y*shun to start. i miss the little kids. and desmond. bleh. i hope he goes. okie im not tt mean. i mean if he goes, i will be happier (; ^s0rr|  
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