Tuesday, May. 05, 2009 - 7:48 p.m.

i amuse myself sometimes.
just when i was wondering why there isnt the existence of Dogwoman when there is catwoman, i thought of the answer myself.

coz in this world, there is such a phrase 狗男女 which i think means adulterous pair. or somewhere along that line.

this auntie tore open her letter along the dotted lines in the lift and conveniently threw them in the lift. yes. i told my parents when i got home and i said i almost wanted to remind her to pick up her paper before leaving.

guess my parents' response? they said she will slap me.
did i do anything wrong?
can you all go ask your parents wad will their response be if someone told them that? i really want to know. so i can say the correct line next time.

i just hope the auntie will have her house filled with rubbish soon.
*redeem myself*

i think im paranoid. or maybe not. i couldnt find a single bottle of hand sanitiser in the shop. roars. the thing is i dont want to die at such an early age when i have so much undone like having a decent boyfriend, complete my studies, my internship, look after my family, cut down my weight etc..

HAHA random but still i dont want to die now.
come to think of it, XL went without having a gf before, before completing his studies, without doing the things i want to achieve....*sigh* am i in any position to complain?

let nature take its course. what can i say? i will do whatever i could to fight back.

how to be strong? be nonchalant to everything and you will be fine and strong. at least thats wad i told myself.

while walking back, suddenly the image of the picture me and pw took and the picture that H and me took flashed across my mind. oh man..i must have been naive coz i look naive..oh wth..

i hate it. dont expect me to trust guys that easily again. i will be skeptical for one good reason.

why should females be vulnerable to males? uh huh.. why?

damn it. be strong, s0rri.

one last one and you will be free. for a while.

SIGH.

okie, im emo now.

**edited 852pm.

im sulking big time. damn. im in such a mood now. ROArS. wrong time my dear wrong time...

...can i have a hug please?..pretty please..

^s0rr|

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