** close the window if you dont want me to rant about the same thing. tiredness got the better of me. ----------------------------------------- you know, im really tired of all this sh*t and crap.
why do i even have to endure all these sh*t? you THINK i have the BEST patience in the world? why do i always have to be the one anticipating? and the thing is why you?!
im sorry. there is always a limit to the word BEST. and the word tolerance.
and im sure there should be a word called responsibility.
为什么要事情搞到这样?根本不应该是这样的。为什么?
like the movie Wolverine i caught this evening, that evil guy gunned Wolv down with bullets through his brain. he said,"his wounds can heal but his memory will be erased."
wow. now hit the button and erase my memory. although i was feeling sad coz he couldnt even remember his gf anymore, he seem to be free of agony.
Am i wrong?
im sick of playing this game. sick of the cycle..you know, i ended my exams today. but how come i wasnt even happy? wth.
but i was strong. i endured the exams. without you. coz you dint even give a damn. Am i selfish to say that? Am i wrong to say that? Am i unfair to you? Am i not tolerant? Am i not accomodating? i was all that. trust me, i really was accomodating,fair, tolerant,forgiving.. but you already used up all the quota.
i dont care if an argument is coming along. perhaps my mouth is itchy. i will make sure i have no regrets like what i used to be everytime after an argument coz of my assumptions.
thanks to my wonderful friends. i survived it. and im sure i will be better in the months to come. without you.and you dont give a DAMN. as i typed this, i think im an idiot. coz i seem to care if you give a damn.
HA.
yes, its perhaps just some passing phase when im tired.
but i really AM tired of all this sh*t.
so period. enough said. --------------------------------------------