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Thursday, May. 07, 2009 - 11:06 p.m.


** close the window if you dont want me to rant about the same thing. tiredness got the better of me.
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you know, im really tired of all this sh*t and crap.

why do i even have to endure all these sh*t? you THINK i have the BEST patience in the world? why do i always have to be the one anticipating? and the thing is why you?!

im sorry. there is always a limit to the word BEST. and the word tolerance.

and im sure there should be a word called responsibility.

为什么要事情搞到这样?根本不应该是这样的。为什么?

like the movie Wolverine i caught this evening, that evil guy gunned Wolv down with bullets through his brain. he said,"his wounds can heal but his memory will be erased."

wow. now hit the button and erase my memory. although i was feeling sad coz he couldnt even remember his gf anymore, he seem to be free of agony.

Am i wrong?

im sick of playing this game. sick of the cycle..you know, i ended my exams today. but how come i wasnt even happy? wth.

but i was strong. i endured the exams. without you. coz you dint even give a damn. Am i selfish to say that? Am i wrong to say that? Am i unfair to you? Am i not tolerant? Am i not accomodating? i was all that. trust me, i really was accomodating,fair, tolerant,forgiving.. but you already used up all the quota.

i dont care if an argument is coming along. perhaps my mouth is itchy. i will make sure i have no regrets like what i used to be everytime after an argument coz of my assumptions.

thanks to my wonderful friends. i survived it. and im sure i will be better in the months to come. without you.and you dont give a DAMN. as i typed this, i think im an idiot. coz i seem to care if you give a damn.

HA.

yes, its perhaps just some passing phase when im tired.

but i really AM tired of all this sh*t.

so period. enough said.
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没有那么爱他 by 范玮琪

你有权利情绪化
你不一定要坚强
便有些事情不能伪装
别为自己设了框

我懂失去的悲伤
也懂进退的挣扎
但想起过去都是失望
又何必要放不下
是习惯还是爱
不放心还是不甘心
只有你自己知道解答

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
编织过的梦想
自己也可以抵达
谁说一定要有他

其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔
认清了真心话
你就放得下

深呼吸抬头望
发现天空很宽广
这世界那么大
幸福总会在某个地方

其实你没有那么爱他
真的不需要那么想他
拥有过的计划
留给值得的对象
你知道不会是他
其实你没有那么爱他
没有深陷到不可自拔

认清了真心话
你就放得下

there is nth to talk about now.
我问自己 为什么会这样?

^s0rr|

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