Wednesday, May. 20, 2009 - 10:47 p.m.

I'm a bitch, I'm a lover by Meredith
Brooks

I hate the world today
You're so good to me
I know but I can't change
Tried to tell you
But you look at me like maybe
I'm an angel underneath
Innocent and sweet
Yesterday I cried
Must have been relieved to see
The softer side
I can understand how you'd be so confused
I don't envy you
I'm a little bit of everything
All rolled into one
Chorus:
I'm a bitch, I'm a lover
I'm a child, I'm a mother
I'm a sinner, I'm a saint
I do not feel ashamed
I'm your hell, I'm your dream
I'm nothing in between
You know you wouldn't want it any other way

So take me as I am
This may mean
You'll have to be a stronger man
Rest assured that
When I start to make you nervous
And I'm going to extremes
Tomorrow I will change
And today won't mean a thing

Chorus

Just when you think, you got me figured out
The season's already changing
I think it's cool, you do what you do
And don't try to save me

Chorus

I'm a bitch, I'm a tease
I'm a goddess on my knees
When you hurt, when you suffer
I'm your angel undercover
I've been numb, I'm revived
Can't say I'm not alive
You know I wouldn't want it any other way
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one word: inefficient

he acty told me,'i also dont know what to give you to do..'

he said he will discuss and get back to me. that was at 130pm. at 545pm, when i asked him, apparently he forgot. he has that question mark look on his face when i approached him.

my plan is to irritate him until i get to learn what i told him i wanted to. i will make my presence felt and also to let him know that im taking my pay. without any work to do.

pls note tt i asked him for jobs and he doesnt know what to give me to do.
in this case, dont hire. simple enough. dont make me feel like im there being a burden. dont make me feel like my course is useless.

if thats wad they feel, thanks in advance.

dont blame me for walking out of my room at 545pm sharp. i dont wish to stay inside there and rot.

damn this is so getting into me.

wadever. this is zapping the life out of me. and i hate it. i dont even mind eating lunch alone if i have to.

the thing is i dont even have their contact numbers.

yes, im betching.

but one thing good that came out of this is that. i learnt how to request/demand for things that i want to learn. HA.

praise me.

^s0rr|

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