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Friday, Jul. 24, 2009 - 12:10 a.m.
i think i have no friends left. those who are working are working. those who are not free, are also doing the same thing as me. so tell me what friends do i have left? =/ damn it. i HATE to trouble people. and yet i need 1 or 2 friends to help me out. why not just push me into this well and let me drown ah? i feel so incompetent now. why does words of someone else make me doubt myself? is it tt i really not sure of what im doing? or izit that i want it to be perfect? or i am just ...... i dont know. i feel like crying now. damn it. i dont want to make it like im leaching on someone else. coz bloody h*ll, im not. am i? argh. roars. i must be thinking too much recently. why does the dream appear so real that he changed his phone number and i was the last to know about it from another person? maybe its really true. damn it. can someone hit the restart button? i wonder if my worries are unfounded. roars. im back into depression mode. sh*t. i wanna cry. )': ^s0rr|  
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