Sunday, Jul. 26, 2009 - 2:18 p.m.

i think distance is a very amazing thing. does distance really make the heart fonder? i dont know. but i know for sure that, distance...makes you realise that u cant depend on something or someone forever..when u have too much of something or someone for too frequently,you lose the novelty or maybe u lose yourself. so thumbs up for the word distance. being distant allows you to indulge once in a blue blue blue moon without feeling guilty. just remember not to yearn for more. coz its never meant to be like this.

i tried my luck. and i hope i could succeed. even if i dont, i will try to take it as a lesson and make sure i say it better the next time around. wish me luck later.

recently been slping late. its 3am this morning. and i could bearly stay awake or walk straight with just mere 3 hours of sleep.

maybe coz my heart couldnt stay steady. my heart feels like its going haywired and i cant concentrate on anything else except to have thoughts running over and over again. damn it. i need to calm myself down real badly.

i spoke to XL in my heart this morning as i looked at his face. its pitch dark, so i allowed myself to feel those tears swimming in my eyes. i asked what m i supposed to do now? can you help me out? and i asked, were u really the one who said a prayer for me in my dreams two weeks back? send me a signal, send me a sign or send me a miracle. red roses for you and pardon me for feeling that sleepy in front of you.

and........i need to think. sanely.

'no matter how fast or slow, we will always reach the same destination..'

friends (if i still have some), do help me keep a lookout for outdoor dining places situated among nature/mist fans/fan/shade with afternn and evening crowd. hopefully there will be high probability of them agreeing to my request to use their place for alittle while.

updates ltr. im going out. wish me luck.

^s0rr|

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