Wednesday, Jul. 29, 2009 - 5:53 p.m.

my bro said i dont ustd. but its precisely coz i understand and been through it that i see no ending to this. *sigh*

i mean..if you are not letting go just coz u are scared that it will then have no hope at all, then u are definitely making urself miserable. okie, i cant say for sure that the girl is not miserable as well..but i hate to see my little bro so miserable everyday he comes home..is this a selfish thought? nope. its just that, from an outsider's point of view, i see no reason for him to cling on just cos he thinks that like this, there will be hope. okie this logic could have been applied to anything else but not relationship. being at 17, i suppose everyone still has a long long way to go and i see no point hanging onto sth so...tiny. okie it reminds me that at 17, i was at that stage where i actually pictured that he was the one. HAHA. okie thats a eh..illusion perhaps.

so m i wrong to ask him to let it go and remain as friends? i mean things are really like that when the girl commented that she doesnt know what will happen in the future. why not lie back and be normal friends again? okie, easier said than done, i know. but i see no point in making urself miserable.

life goes on. and if this is going to carry on like this when he cant place his priorities right, i dont know whats going to happen. coz i saw myself in him...thats why i said, let go and be friends..

he said i dont ustd. okie, i was single, still single, will be single in the months to come. perhaps i really dont ustd. so..well..*sigh* shrugs.

i learn and have learnt that human relationships are hard to handle. as long as you are true to everyone (even if they are not true to you), you are a good person. thats my theory. the only way to define the person as bad, is when they betray you.

so everyone is good to start with (:

off for a long-missed jog.

^s0rr|

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