Wednesday, Aug. 05, 2009 - 2:19 p.m.

想念是会呼吸的痛
它活在我身上所有角落
哼你爱的歌会痛
看你的信会痛连沉默也痛

遗憾是会呼吸的痛
它流在血液中来回滚动
后悔不贴心会痛
恨不懂你会痛
想见不能见最痛

我发誓不再说谎了
多爱你就会抱你多紧的
我的微笑都假了
灵魂像飘浮着你在就好了

我发誓不让你等候
陪你做想做的无论什么
我越来越像贝壳
怕心被人触碰你回来那就好了

能重来那就好了

too bad, things dont restart like a game. and proven im not suitable for this kinda game.

like what irisy said yest on the tourist bus 30,when you are not like tt means you are not like tt.

im not like tt.

found this song on WWei's blog not long ago.
dont worry. ya i was upset, maybe disappointed as well. it feels like someone robbed me of my heart. suddenly it beats faster, it feels empty. i dont know. anyway i should have expected it, how can a leopard change its spot, given its character? HAHA. i must have been crazy to believe people change.

but i dont want to go back to square 1. so...bye. again.

now i finally know how my frens feel, like how i feel when i talk to my brother. noone can help you. they can only lend you listening ear. thats all.

the rest is up to you, my dear. and s0rri, jiayou.>

self reminder darlings!

離開他不等於你的世界會崩潰
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yest a guy from some fitness club called me to say someone recommended me. ya he knows my name. i wonder who my fren is. he sounded quite nice. i was on the train, so i told him to call me back coz i cant really hear him. so he called me back when i was in the library. too bad, i hang up on him coz silence is golden in the library.

this morning, he called again. and the conversation went like this.
guy: hi is this xxxxxx?
me: ya..
guy: you still rem me? *inserts name* from xxxxx fitness.
me: ya..
guy: are you slping?
me: no...
guy: oh...why u sound so fierce?
me: err..coz in the middle of sth...(acty im just in a bad, emo mood)
guy: oh..do you wan me to call you back?
me: nvm its okie..can talk..
guy: *blahblahblah* so..are u interested?
me: sorry but i dont have the time for all these..sorry..
guy: (sounding dejected) okie.its okie..thank you.

its funny how he asked if im aslp. its been a long time someone asked me that. its even funnier when he asked why i sound so fierce. i should have answered coz im emo-ing. hAHAHA. okie the main point is he sound very nice over the phone, and probably look quite handsome too. but too bad, i blew it. HAHAHA..----------------------------------------
another note. i think there are more sellers than buyers nowadays. times are bad, definitely. haha..

Glittra Fleur
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happy belated birthday to you, XL..

yes i remember the prayers.

i gotta be strong and think i can i can.....

my schedule is kinda messed up. but no, im going to make it right somehow.

give me a hug, will you?

^s0rr|

sunset - sunrise