Friday, Aug. 14, 2009 - 11:40 p.m.

i am abnormally normal.

maybe this is called life. maybe this is called destiny.

maybe ba.

recently two parts of my brain are fighting with each other.

Brain Part A: "i think this is going to be very tough. i dont think i can do it.."

Brain Part B: "hey this is just a simple thing, it will be over in a few hours. this is something you have to do. acty its quite fun. jiayou! =D"

Brain Part A: "im worried about this and that. how?"

Brain Part B: "dont worry. the most you do it again another day. im sure there is a way out. jiayou,girl (:"

Brain Part A: "oh just kill me. please."

Brain Part B: "you will be over and done with it soon. dont give up! postive attitude darling. so many friends backing you up. (:"

.....

the conversation in my head. so if you see me in a down mood, a hug or a pat of encouragement is all i need. (:

now im feeling so nua about tml.

i think i shouldnt get too high playing with the kid weili. after he went back, i feel so..empty and depressed.

):

oh bother.

^s0rr|

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