Wednesday, Sept. 16, 2009 - 11:03 p.m.

felt good to run against the dark clouds despite the pain. felt good to feel the lungs burning. its like a race against time. just that it wasnt really that kinda race. its just me, myself and the impending rain. thats all.

and i needed that. so badly. the sweat and exhaustion. perhaps i feel more alive after that.

in reality, we must have been a joke. i REFUSED to be back in square 1. if you dont even bother/know, why should i even give a damn?

im alive. a quick jog is what i need to think things through and to question myself. ha, drowning in self-pity? its dumb. i may be dumb, but not tt dumb.

i think i shouldnt skip jogging if not my happy cells will be invaded by negative cells.

i love babies. really love babies.
they make you forget everything except them. heex. (: and they make you want them more. lols.

i taught her how to shake hand. wheee (: looking at her, im happy already.
in life, there is some irony i suppose. but right now, i dont really care.

^s0rr|

sunset - sunrise