Tuesday, Sept. 22, 2009 - 11:02 a.m.

i went for a morning jog just now. the much needed jog.

because of you, i took up jogging to learn endurance. to endure the pain. the same kind of pain you put me through.

i think im doing Good with the endurance. although sometimes i break down and cry.

round the neighbourhood. up the slope, down the slope. around the corner and ended up sitting in the quiet stadium. feel the slight breeze along with the music in my ears. i wish i can cry. but im still too scared to cry alone in public places. but the quietness of stadium makes me enjoy its serenity. much needed serenity.

the leaves on the trees dint move despite the breeze. i wanna learn to be like them. to stay still and unaffected by little things that come by.

i was reading the past entries. so many people backing me up. i blogged about wenj saying that i have become stronger since the last time he spoke to me. SHid saying that he will whack the person who made me upset. and TP telling me to get over him. JJ said to put it behind and carry on strong. Uh huh.

i jus need reminder. (:

im going to repeat this..dont make your presence felt. coz im doing good without it.

people, leave me an offling msg if u need to look for me. or send me an email. coz i.. ya dont wish to be seen online for a while.

im in the mood for photos. =D
i miss desm*nd.

did i mentioned that uncle dave gave me chocolates as promised when he came back from norway? okie thats like weeks ago. but *beams* =D

i hafen seen them for a LONG time. ):
okie, i cant seem to find a pic with tsh and yj inside at the same time. =p

too bad. im loving myself abit more. MUHAHA.

the happy cells are working.

put it behind and carry on strong.

^s0rr|

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